How to come out for regrets for past mistakes and move on
Have you gone through an academic setback? Looking out for overcoming regrets and moving on? On this page, find advice and guidance from experts for your queries.
I was very good at academics in whole school life. I had a dream to become a B.E civil engineer and wanted to join diploma. But at the last moment the decision changed and I entered in pre university science. I did not study, bunked the whole year but they passed me in 11th. Then I decided to do study better in 12th but failed 2 subjects and got a year back. Then I joined tuitions and managed to pass 12th but the score was very low and any how I joined through management in another city from home 60km far.
Now along with daily 4hrs travelling, I also got some stomach disease because of stress. I also fell in serious one sided love and to overcome money problem was doing network marketing. I lost focus and interest in studies and failed in five subjects in semester 1. Now I shifted my mind to only earning and didn't attend exam in 2nd sem.
I somehow managed for a year but my disease was not cured. Then next year I left one sided love, left network marketing but still the disease was not cured. So again took another year, cured disease, studied hard but failed exam with 5 marks. After 3 yrs of failing in 1st year of engineering I had to take readmission as per rule. This is not possible for me since I have to spend again 4years regular engineering and also regular 3yr diploma. And also my original 10th,12th documents are in college because I had joined through management. So until I won't pay them another 3 years of engineering fee they won't give those documents.
But I managed to take direct diploma in civil and now I want to start career with it by self learning.
But I regret a lot about my past mistakes.
Then how to move on?